This is my 100th post and so far NOTHING's been great in my life. Decided to take a little break from Tigger and then see how things go. I have not been in contact with him ever since he agreed to give me some space. Truthfully, i dont wanna do this to him but i think i have to in order to evaluate our relationship. Is it worth continuing or should i just completely end it to avoid hurting him even more???? Am i the person he really love?? Will i be able to completely forget about the past if i were to get back with him?? Right now, it's all QUESTIONS QUESTIONS AND MORE QUESTIONS.. I really dont know what to do.. I have no one to talk to, no one to lend their shoulder for me to cry on.. Nothing!! Before we ended things this afternoon, he did say that he was not feeling well.. I hope he's okay now. I really wanna ask how is he doing but i just dont have the courage to text him.. Good god why am i being such a coward bitch?? Just take the bloody phone and text or call!!! Is that soo fucking difficult?? I guess i really am a coward bitch. A bitch who doesnt care about anyone's feelings but her own. A bitch who thinks the world against her. A bitch who just cant be happy with things that she already has :'( :'( :'( The fact is i really do miss him.. I miss him like fucking crazy.. Is this the end of everything? Where do i start from here???
P/S: Arsenal v Porto in the early morning. I hope we win even though we'll be without Cesc. At least give me something to be happy about.
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