new year, new life, new me...

it's only less than 40 hours till the new year. time passes so fast and it's so scary that we're getting older every year :) many things happened in 2008. of course the biggest highlight was me going to another state to start my career. this year, i learnt to be independant and not to let people bully me. i learnt to appreciate my family more. i learnt that if you want something, go for it and dont waste time thinking whether you should do it or not. also, as i dont have many friends i learnt to appreciate the handful that i have.

for 2009, i have a few goals that i have set for me!

i would want to lose weight as i am now putting on a few kgs here and there. some pants and blouses felt tight already :(

i want to be more organised next year.

i want to start saving for my new zealand trip.

i will be more patient with a certain someone who i see everyday.

i will learn to cook something else other than curry.

i will learn to speak better mandarin.

i will eat healthily and drink more water (as i had 2 occurence of very embarassing but painful problems)

i will try to stay as long as i can in my current job as the economy is predicted to be worse next year.

well, thats all i can think of. i will add on once i can think of other resolutions. till then,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2009

christmas in melaka

went back to melaka for christmas and again had a blast. was with the parents most of the time. went out with andrea and raymond raman to see the eye of malaysia. it was cool but i think it was a waste of money (i.e. tax payers). was supposed to take the bus back to pj but parents decide that they will send me up instead and on the way, stop at ikea. it was jam packed at the mutiara damansara area. then after that went to see aunty peggy in kayu ara. now i know another new place...

all in all, i had a great time in melaka especially with my parents around. adrian was supposed to come back for christmas but couldn't as he was on stand-by. but no worries, he'll be back for chinese new year...yahoo....

makan-makan and melaka

lately, all i do is work. i dont even have the time to go out to party or dine or drink. well cant go dining cos tak cukup duit la :) i've just been swamped with work and have to do everything by myself as the boss is always not in. she ada-ada saje la her alasans. sick la, repair car la, this la, that la...huh...bosan la with all her alasans. but lately i've been trying to control my temper and try not to be too tension over her. and i guess i managed to control it cos i dont feel as tension or angry as i used to. but still once in a while i'll get irritated la...since the economy is not too good now, guess i wont be switching job anytime soon. i'll just have to take it as it comes la....boo...

guess what?

i'm going back to melaka tomorrow!!! i'll be off from thursday till next monday! this is the longest holiday i've had since i moved to pj.

i'm now sharing the parking spot with my adorable room mate. that spot is actually her brother's housemate's spot but he's back to hometown for a month and will be back end of the month so when he comes back i've to go back to my fucking spot. i told patrick that the fucking-bastard-shit-ccb guard always kacau me and he said he'll try to look for a parking for me but i doubt so la.

oh ya...went to a christmas party at the chapel beside my apartment last saturday. actually doreen from my office invited me. said there will be makan and shows. when i heard the word makan, i told her i'll go la. as usual la. hehe.. the makan was good. i had cha kue teow, mushroom soup, mee jawa and stuffed tauhu. the shows were not so great. there were magic show and ventriloquist and few songs sung by the senior members from other church. i almost fell asleep...especially after having those delicious food...hehe...after that, me and doreen and 2 of her friends went to doreen's place which is in block b. her place was cool and nice. but i felt lost when hanging out with them cos they're all over 40 years old. they were talking about old people stuff la..hehe..so i left early and went to hang out with tigger.

i'm so excited bout tomorrow. cant wait to see my dear mummy and daddy. too bad adrian wont be around, i think.

i hate weak women and gold-digger men!!!

this past few weeks have been hectic and feels like shit for me. mainly because of that fucking bitch. she's so forgetful, blind (literally!) and a weak woman. the reason why i said she's weak is because she lets her husband control her. even when her husband is angry at her for something, she doesn't stand up for herself. she just keeps quiet. i understand if she wants to remain calm but please la dont let people bully you. she's always with her husband 24/7. of course her husband is like a gold-digger. i feel like he's using her for her money. and the one thing i really hate about him is that he thinks he knows everything. everytime i talk to him, he likes to go against what i said and makes me feel like i'm wrong. please la your english also tak betul and you cant even spell simple words and you wanna pretend to be so highly educated. so that's why lately i dont speak to him as often as i used to. he even had the cheek to ask me to go to jonker walk when i go back melaka during the christmas and buy for him a thing to scratch the back thingy, i dunno what is it called la. puuuiiii..i got no time to buy la. even if i want to then give me money first la...expect me to buy with my own money ah..po dah!!! oh ya, sometimes the wife even burps in front of me and i can actually smell what she had for lunch. tolong la cover sikit la your mouth when you burp..irritating la....

as much as i complain about the 2 bitches, i still plan to work there for at least 1 year or so for the experience. however, my priority for the moment is to look for a plave at the pelangi apartment cos i absolutely HATE staying at my current apartment. mainly because of the fucking security guard. always calls me and say hi or whistle at me. the most frightening was when he stood behind my car when i was parking. bastard, you're not even handsome so please dont act like a mat romeo trying to pikat girls. i've seen some stupid gatal girls have fallen for ur "charm" but i'm not one of them ok. if i know of any samseng or gangster, i would have ask them to come whack you but sadly (and lucky for you) i do not know any. i hope one day, you'll get your balasan. i hope one day, your penis would drop off and someone would come pull your balls till their dangling to the floor. i hope one day your face will be full of jerawat batu. i hope you go to hell. you think just because i'm small in size, i cant do anything is it...dont underestimate me ok. i have something planned to do to you if i ever found a place elsewhere. on the last day of me staying there, i would take my car and go to the guard house and scream at you and curse at you and ask you to go fuck off. then i'll speed up and cabuts.

ok, enough of irritating stories. mum came up last week cos she wants to teman me go back melaka as i told her i wanted to drive. and i was in melaka for 3 days. but i'll have a longer holiday during christmas as i have 5 days leave. yahoo....