semua pun boleh...

the malaysian political situation is becoming more and more like a scene from the o.c. or one tree hill or ugly betty. it is so ridiculous sometimes to see that some of these politicians act a fool in front of the nation and dengan tak malu some more. from the murder to the sd drama to the sodomy to the "naked" pics to the scuffle in front of parliament. there is a reason why i put the word naked in an inverted comma. its because its not even a naked pic. i dont know what these ppl thought when they saw the pics. bukannye bogel pon...

today's news was the karpal singh case where the bUMNO flers wanted to berlawan with him cos he called them "celaka". i really dont get it. there was only protest when the idiot fler called the non-malays "pendatang" but when karpal called them "celaka", they wanna bertumbuk pula...some more outside the parliament and the secutrity wasn't doing anything to calm the situation. i'm getting very fed-up with all these la. there are more important issues to tackle like the economy, poverty and "murder". but all these ppl care about is who said what to who, who did what to who and who make what with who...

they have to buck up now or face another hummiliation wen everyone losses faith in the govt.

i hate all the three punk tarts!!!

sometimes ppl juz dont learn from either their own or other ppl's past experience. living in this cruel world, they need to know basic survival skills and a brain. in this era, the most important thing is of course not to trust anyone (except maybe your own family members...that is also sometimes not true). secondly, one needs to be smart...and when i say smart it's not in the sense of education, more of in the sense of street smart. be smart and learn to be safe and cautious...dont do stupid mistakes... if nothing excites you in your life, dont pandai-pandai go find trouble just cos you were bored or to show off. i have a friend (or used to have...i'm ashamed to call him my friend) lets call him jon. well, jon is known for his very notorious behaviour. however he's not ott when me or some of my friends are around. it seems he likes to show off, act cool in front of girls and be friends with almost anyone (konon-nye a happening guy la). the thing i dont like is about him is that i hate ppl who pretends to be goody-goody in front of you but is a maniac behind you. i've never liked this friend and after the news i heard today, i will never have respect for him.anymore. i wouldn't even wanna see him or talk to him because i know all my advice will go to the longkang so i'd better not waste my saliva.



another thing i learn today is appreciate everything you have in your life...be it your family, job, education,etc...because someone else is having a much harder and tougher life. dont ask for more when you already have enough, dont take advantage of those around you and dont be too greedy. greed will get you nowhere except into some very dirty and horrible place.



its been a moody week. and i dont like it. i prefer to have a bright and sunny day and rain at night. i cant even go anywhere without taking into consideration that it might rain anytime.



daddy is coming this saturday for some aikido function. not sure whether mummy is coming or not. hope she comes. anyway, i ordered some food from her and she said she'll prepare them for me (yipee!!!)



last night my roommie came back late and started packing her stuff in the dark as she does not want to disturb me but it was a bit noisy and creepy. i think she's moving either this friday or saturday. after this i'll have no girl to complain about work and my housemates except for tigger, of course. i'm quite sad actually cos she's a much better roomie than mrs. bean. anyway, when i woke up today, half of her things were gone and she even took off her bed sheet. felt so sad.anyway, i hope she's ok and will not get too stress about her work...

this few weeks have been like a roller coaster ride. many things happened which made me realise that i need to do more to improve myself as a person.

first up, my first ever experience at batu caves for thaipusam. it was really a last-minute decision to carry the milk pot. i had to get a yellow punjabi suit and the pot which i bought in klang. on the day itself, we woke up at about 12 something a.m. and reached there at about 2 a.m. then we had to go to the river to get the blessing of the priests and the starting of the milk pot journey. i was actually quite terrified because before my turn, i saw some of them who took the milk pot was actually possessed. i thought it would also happen to me once i carry it. i almost wanted to quit but decided that since i've already bought all the stuff, i might as well just do it. thank god i wasn't possessed like them :) so we walked from the river to the 200 over steps and up the cave and then giving the pot to the priest to pour it over the statue of the god. all the way up to the cave, i was saying all my prayers and hopes and dreams. all in all, it was a great experience for me and i vow to go there every year.

just got to know that my boss' husband had cancer of the nose. poor thing.... he actually cried yesterday when someone called to ask about him. i know what it's like to go through it. so these few days, they've been in and out the office and i just dont wanna complain much.

on a lighter note, i passed my cfm paper!!! yay.... now, i can officially say i have 2 degrees and i do not need to sit for anymore exams.... i only need to work towards getting the necessary work experience and then i can apply for my license as a chartered secretary. however, i still want to work and build my career and life either in australia or new zealand. i'm still looking for ways to apply to work overseas. with my ciput salary here in malaysia, i cant progress and improve so i need to get away from here...

dead

i'm at a very low point in my life right now.... nothing seems right for me... everything from work to my god-damn apartment. work especially is really pissing me off. now the beloved hubby is in hospital and she has not been in office for about 2 days. and i got scolding by many people most notably that bloody datuk.

my fucking apartment is another headache. one of them will go in the toilet from 7.30am-8am. what the hell!!! becasue of that i've to wake up extra early but sometimes i overslept so i'll have to wait for that bitch to come out and it pisses me off to see any one of them.

why cant i have a peaceful life?

is it only peaceful for me when i'm dead?