bitch & bastard

today i'm going to blog about my eff-ing life during my college time. although it was the place where i met my baby, it was also one of the worst place on earth. there are a few people that i wanna trash and the reason why i'm doing this is to end it once and for all. after this, i'm not gonna feel sad or angry about anymore.

first up...the bitch...this is one girl which i do not recommend anyone to be friends with. girls, dont befriend her and guys, dont be fooled by her 'innocent' and 'crybaby' attitude. it's just to gain your sympathy. but thanks to her, i've learnt my lesson and am now more careful when making friends with other girls. dear bitch, thanks for trying to ruin my life and trying to steal my bf. thanks for all your shameless tears and lame gifts. thanks for getting me into hell when you tried to pair me up with that lame-o stalker. thanks for almost ruining my beloved cousin's life too. gosh, i didn't expect you to be bitchy towards my cousin when you were 12!!! do you think i wouldn't know anything about it? do you think i'm as stupid as you think? i hope someday someone would try to steal your bf (if you ever have one) and then you'll know my feelings. thanks for all the gifts you gave to my bf. somehow i just knew you are a perempuan gatal. i know all your schemes of trying to pair up with bf on THAT night just so you could show everyone that you are a match for him instead of me and trying to be nice and all towards him. oh yeah, thanks also for telling everyone lies about me. think i didnt know that hah... just be careful someday you'll get bitten in the ass and i will laugh at you non-stop, you silly-ass bitch.

secondly, is that bastard stalker. you stalked me for more than 2 years and you're lucky i didnt report you to the police (i almost did though). i think you're a creep and i hope i dont ever see you again. because of you, almost everyone blamed ME for your failure in the exams. because of you, most lecturers were on your fucking side instead of my side. because of you, i did not enjoy myself at both the kl trips and the pengkalan balak trip. because of you, a car scratched my mum's car. you basically ruined my life which was already destroyed by the bitch above. anyways, good luck in your life and please stay away from me. i will never ever lend you a helping hand if you ever need one. good riddance!!!

ok, after this i'm not going to speak of these 2 idiots anymore. i've poured out all my feelings and thats the end of it. i feel a lot better now. the moral of the story is be careful when choosing friends and know your limit. i learnt it the hard way and hopefully no one will go through what i've went through.

tengah betulkan his underwear...

it's been a long time since my last post. well, many things happened. i quit my job in moi teik seng & partners after 2 months as i had to do lots of revision in may. exam was in june and it was ok. i hope i'll pass. i'm actually quite confident. mr damian asked me to work for him in his firm as a legal executive but i rejected it. eventhough he had long term plans for me, the salary was not what i had expected. i asked for rm1600 but guess how much he wanted to pay me....

rm750-rm850!!!

i was like....whattt...i almost vomit blood...it was wayyy to low lah cos i've to drive from bkt katil to mlk raya ok...petrol price already gone up so it's quite ridiculous lah to offer me that amount. some more he said yearly only increase 10%. how to survive lah... so i've already applied for a few jobs in kl lah. i have no choice but to go there lah eventhough i don't like kl. the prospect there is much better than melaka lah...also got more chance for growth... anyway hopefully i get the job that i want la.. i need a job with good pay la cos i'm already 24 years old...need to earn money for myself, for my family and for future la..

right now, i'm just relaxing la..adrian came back the other day. i was so happy to see him after such a long time but i didn't show my excitement la..malu lah..he has grown up a lot and i just hope he'll continue growing up into a fine young man. i just love him so much.