cny over so fast???

Went back to my home sweet home 2 thursdays back. Left at about 7-ish am. Was sooo happy that the journey was awesome. No jam. Not many cars. That made it so smooth for me :D Reunion dinner was ok. New year was ok. Noticed that some relatives are kinda close to me in the cyber world (ie facebook) but when i see them face to face, they either ignore me or just simply say hi :( That was really pathetic. Anyways, not gonna dwell on it. Spent the whole damn week with the parents. We had open house on the 2nd day. It was jam pack with people. Of course i spent almost all my time with the 2 cuties Kareena and Anjali. They were sooooo cute and they're grown up so fast since i last saw them in November which was only 4 months back!! Ang pow collection were not that bad. Hihi :P What annoyed me was people kept asking when am i getting married or where is my boyfriend. Most people dont understand my situation so they were like saying it's a disrespect not to bring him during cny. Whateverrrr la..



Speaking of the bf, his birthday was on the 20th (Saturday) so i posted the ManU shirt which i bought a couple of weeks back. And thankfully it arrived on the exact date. The next day is of course our 6 years anniversary and the day when i come back here (ie HELL!!) Tigger said we'll get married next year. I hope everything will go according to plan. I want to quit this stupid job and go live with him in Perak, i think. Maybe get a job there? All is not planned properly yet so right now i really dont know what's what. Although his brother did ask me during thaipusam when are we getting married. Hmmmm... Right now, i think the only thing i can do is collect and save as much money as i can. That's a start right??.. Let's not talk about work because i dont wanna upset myself any further -___-



Missing my parents already. This Friday is a public holiday (YAYYY!!) But after that, there'll be no more holiday until the end of May!!! O.O

RANT

Again, fed up with all the comments and thoughts by so called "supporters" and the media. I've had enough of hearing people taunting us and blaming the players and manager. Worst is when the winners taunt us. Dah menang tu gi main jauh jauh leeeee... Keep on making fun of us. Ya think your team is sooo great?? And then when AW blames other teams for our lost, the media screw us. When he blames his own players for the lost, the media again screw us. What the fuck?? I seriously think people are just being stupid. And people like Ballack and Evra should just shut their fucking mouth. Go play instead of commenting bout other team/players. And i am fucking sure that if we win against Liverpool, the media/busybodies would still belittle us -___- These people should just stay the fuck away from us.

End of rant.

not in the mood to even think of a title

Well, the result was a disappointing one. 2-0. Couldnt sleep well after that. Sooo freaking depressinggg.. I'm sure after this, there will be people calling for Arsene to resign or be sacked. Once again, i am totally against this. I mean, come onnn.. This man made Arsenal. Of course he didnt buy anyone during the Jan transfer but you really cant blame him for all the losses. Maybe its just not our luck. Well, i would want a new keeper and someone strong forward. Almunia is just getting crappier. Mistake after mistake and he still hasnt learn anything. Compare to Cech last night, Almunia is like someone who doesnt even know how to do his stuff -.-"" This made me miss Jens Lehmann soooo freaking much. Cesc and Arshavin were okay but they just couldnt score. Defense were shaky as usual. Dont know what's going on with Theo. I miss van Persie :'( He would have done something to make sure we're still in the title race.. Hmmpphhh... That said, i still have so much of love for this team. Not gonna complain or criticise like all this shitty "fans" are doing right now. Next game is against Liverpool. Pleeeaaassseeeee win. Come on, Gunnerssssss.. Let's forget the past and move forward.

half time

Here i am blogging at half time and we're down 2-0. Both goals scored by hurricane Drogba.. It was really disappointing watching this game. I really dont know what is Almunia doing. I'm really trying my best not to curse him but he just disappoints all of us time and time again. Hummpphhhh i really hope things will get better in second half. Right now i'm just sitting here, praying that we'll somehow score (a lot) during the second half. Come on, Gunners.. Please do something.. Oh well, second half is on the way now. Whether we win or lose, i'll only blog about it tomorrow. Please oh please please please please please let us WIN!!!!

Shitty girl

As i sit here in the living room, facing my shitty roommate and her "boyfriend", i feel like puking!! I hate her mainly because she doesnt do any housework, lazy, and most of all, likes to bring friends to the apartment. I absolutely HATE it sooooo fucking much. How would she feel if i bring my friends (guys and girls) to the apartment? I'm sure she'd feel uncomfortable. That's what i'm feeling right now. Thought i'd sit in the hall, try to calm and relax myself before the BIG game.. But NOOOOOOO...... She had to bring one of her guy friend at this time. Now i sit facing them, i just feel like slapping their faces -_____________-

Okay i think i'll leave my laptop in the hall and go into my room to do some reading and then i'll be out again at 12am sharp!! :D Think happy thoughts.. Hope Arshavin win me some goals and also my Captain Fantastico!!! Come on Gunners.. Let's win at Stamford Bridge today!!!

Still nervous

OM-freaking-G!!! I'm still nervous like shit!!!! I cant wait for 12am to come. I really dont think i can sleep until the whistle blows signalling the end of the game. Damn, i think i'll look like a zombie tomorrow in the office.. But what the hell.. I'll do it again a million time :P

I'm back on twitter but it's no longer fun. I wish everything were like last year where i tweet and people reply or when i reply people's tweet. But oh well, life not fair right.. omg what the hell am i writing?? What has life not being fair got to do with tweeting? O___O Aaahhh dang it, this nervous feeling is really affecting me.. Well gotta go have my dinner now.. I'm pretty sure i'll be back after this :P

Nervous day

So yesterday i went to Curve and Ikano to look for CNY clothes. Most of the baju are either soooo kolot or dont look nice at all. The ones i really berkenan pula cannot fit and most of them make my ass look fucking HUGE! Like as huge as Kim K's (no offense Miss K, i love you) so in the end i decided to just wear the dress i bought months earlier. I went to Al-Ikhsan to buy a ManU shirt for Tigger's birthday. He doesnt know it so i'm gonna post it to him few days before his birthday. Then i went to Nike in Cineleisure to look at their jerseys. And i bought the Arsenal ladies jersey. I;m wearing it now hehe :D It feels so bloody nice to wear an original one :P

Speaking of the best team in the world, today's the game against Chelsea. I am soooo bloody nervous. Cant stop thinking bout it. It's like a do or die thingy. We HAVE to WIN this game. I'm just praying hard that we win. Enough of people condemning us for everything. Enough of people speaking crap bout the players and the professor. It's time for us to shine. This has to be OUR season. Well, we just gotta wait for the game tonight. I know for sure i cant sleep tonight until the end of the game. Ahh how i wish i can watch the game on tv. Even though i have live streaming but its so freaking slow and keeps buffering. Well, what can you expect when its FREE and LIVE -.-

3 more days to go before i go back to my HOME SWEET HOME.. Cant wait. But first gotta get through tonight before i can think bout going back :P

I wanna go backkk

Still have not started tweeting again. These few days i feel so moody and stressed and angry and tired. All in one -____- Work is just killing me. I cant wait till next week comes. I cant wait to go back and see my parents, sleep on MY bed in MY room, eat mom's food, watch tv and just replax in my HOME.

Right now, i feel like a robot with no friends around me. No one i can talk to. No one i can hang out with. There is one though. but i know her sole purpose of asking me out is so that she can sell some insurance thingy to me. I told her before that i already have a few insurance but she's just so fucking stubborn -.- Keep calling me saying she missed me and wanna hang out. But i'm not stoopid la to fall into her trap and believe that she actually misses me. Besides, the one time i hung out with her, it was the most boring day everrr. She goes into EVERY shop at the mall, looking at almost everything but never buy anything. The only thing she bought was a packet of strawberries from a stall -________-

I'm tired of everything. i wish i'm at some very nice place. Like NZ. Oh, how i miss that place soooooo much. I miss the air, the friendly people, the museums, the hills and mountains, the sheeps and cows. I miss everything. It's like when you're there, you wont think about your problems. I KNOW i'll go back there some day. And i hope when i go back there, it's for good. Stay there foreverrrr.. That would be nice.

This week i'm gonna have to go hunt for CNY baju. I think i have to go by myself. As usual, who will want to go with me. Anyway i dont really like shopping with friends. I'll be back to my home sweet home next Wed, i think. Whippppeeeeee!!!! xD

This Sunday is a BIG game for Arsenal. We'll be up against Chelsea. And i do seriously hope and pray that we WIN. Last week was depressing. Even until now, i'm so fucking sad. And to add salt to the wound, there were rumours going around that Cesc and Eboue might leave after this season. I hope NOT!! i dont want anyone to leave except maybe for Almunia and Denilson :P I want Henry back actually. But i know it wont happen anytime soon -.-

ENOUGH!!

I'm getting pretty sick and tired of some people who kutuk Arsene Wenger and some even set up a blog for a petition to sack him.. I mean what the fuck?? This shows that they're not even true fans at all. When we win, the love and support kept pouring like a heavy rain. But when we lose, they do all this shit. If you think you're better than why dont YOU become the manager instead? What the hell are you doing now? Of course i know AW might have been wrong in not buying anyone during the Jan transfer but at least he did plan to buy Villa and Smalling. But maybe luck wasnt in our side to get either one of them. Besides i'm sure he just doesnt wanna buy ANYONE. If i'm not mistaken the only striker who was bought/loaned was Robbie Keane. I just dont understand why the media and some so-called "supporters" are sooooo freaking harsh on him. I wish i could just ask them to buzz off. I'm sick and tired of going into a blog thinking there was something worth reading and all that is in front of me is the notion that AW should resign or be sacked. There are some rational blogs around but i think the ones dominating are those pathetic losers' blog..

In Arsene I trust.

Twitter

I've had Twitter since August, i think. It's where you update your status anytime you want about anything. Of course, its limited to 140 characters :P So far i've had about 5,ooo+ tweets. I've even gotten replies from celebrities like Chris Masterson who always reply my tweets :D and also the one from Ray Parlour, Arsenal legend :D :D :D Of course the normal replies would be from Kira, the girl i know from aar site who's from UAE and my aar friends.

However, as of Saturday, i've noticed that i have no interest in tweeting anymore. I seldom get any replies and i feel like there's nothing for me to update on. And i dont think any of my friends even care that i dont tweet anymore. Of course the only person who's always asking about me and missing me is Kira from so far awayyy.

So i might stop tweeting for a while and spend more time doing other useful things like reading and doing some other important things. If i dont miss it too much then i might just delete my profile :P

P/S: I'm STILL a huge Arsenal fan. I'll never ever change my love for this team. No matter what. As they say, win or lose, we're in this together.. Or something like that la :P So please dont "invite" me to join any other teams okthanxbai :D

Arsenal 1 ManU 3

Well, the title says it all. I think it was a horrible game. It all started with that ridiculous own goal by Almunia. I think he's getting worst. Should've let Mannone be No. 1. Arshavin.. Oh lord.. I really dont know what to say about him. He has always been my favourite and i know that some day he is gonna get better and can even come up to TH's level but last night he was totally out of it. Why is he being sooooo freaking selfish?!! It was clear that some of his team mates were annoyed with his attitude. Did he leave his talent in Russia?!!!! Denilson.. no comment.. He shouldnt have played at all. I think the best (if there is) in the team was Song. Vermaelen scored the only goal but it was clearly too late. How could someone who was suspected of a broken leg few days ago score but not the others is beyond me. Frustrating. Disappointing. I really thought we could win this time. We HAVE to win this Sunday against Chelsea. There's still some faith in me that we would lift the trophy this season.

How i miss Van Persie so fucking much. He wouldnt have let this happen. FML!