what the fuck?!?!

got scolding from a client this morning. and its a client who has been nice to me all this while. i think he cannot tahan anymore because this time he really was pissed. before this, he was very soft-spoken. anyway he complained that my dear boss didnt do her job and its been pending for few weeks. now that its late, there will be penalties imposed on them. fuck! she's handling the file and now i kena marah pula just because he called the office and she's not around (as usual). i really feel like punching her face la. yesterday, she was dunno doing what at her table and she suddenly feel asleep. i mean, hello.... you're not the one doing all the work in the office and you feel sleepy??? and because of your cough yesterday i almost kena jangkit from you. luckily i feel much better now. see, i'm stronger than you mentally, physically and emotionally. argghhh...i cant wait for tomorrow to end. i just cant take it. stupid ass bitch...

my anger now is at tahap gila..... this morning, a client came in and told me he had an appointment at 9.30 am. so i called the pelahap and she said she'll be there in 5 minutes time. so i told the client la and i can see from his face that he's pissed. he said that if they're not here by then, he'll have to leave cos he has other appointment. so in they came at 9.45am. spoke to the client for about 15minutes and then the client left and suddenly i noticed that the office is exceptionally empty and quiet. then i realised that they left for god-knows-what. argghhhh...i totally hate and despise them. furthermore, she has been having very bad cough these past few weeks and she doesn't close her mouth everytime she coughs and last night my throat felt a bit pain and today i have slight sorethroat. ahhh fuck her....some more i asked her about my increment last monday and she said she usually give increment on annual basis. annual my ass la!!! other people get increment after confirmation ok. booooo.... some more takde bonus. what kind of stupid system is that...

increment/bonus? - ilek(tamil for dont have)

i've been doing a lot of cleaning and clearing up in my office. so many unnecessary rubbish occupying the office...no wonder there are hardly any space around. some more last friday she and beloved hubby left early so i took the opportunity to clear up whatever i feel is unnecessary. plus, she asked me to try to give any ideas to change the outlook of the office so as to make it more spacious as she does not intend to move to a new place due to the economy. in the end, i have to do everything. i dont mind doing everything, but guess what??? she doesn't even give me increment after confirmation. also no bonus. i intend to ask her about my increment today. fingers crossed.

on a happier note, i managed to get a bus ticket to melaka this saturday at 9 am. at first i was supposed to tumpang sara but last minute she told me that she forgot that her back seat got no seat belt. what the...??? i asked her a couple of weeks back as to whether can tumpang and dont tell me she nvr thought of it??? arggghhh...i'm not mad about being uninvited but because she nvr tell me earlier...because of that i've to ask dad to buy me a ticket but he told me that there are no more tickets for transnasional. so i've to go all the way to pudu to get ticket. luckily the oh-so reliable kkkl has tickets for saturday. if all buses are out of tickets, i dunno what to do la....tension....

pelahap!!!

rupa-rupanye my boss pelahap went to bali for a friend's wedding. some more can talk about it the whole day yesterday when there are lots of work to be done. ishh ishh.... even when clients came or when they call, she also told them. adoi..no need to get so excited la. plz get all the work done first then when there's extra time, that's when u can talk about it la. these few days not much work is done cos of her. my hatred towards her and her pelahap husband is increasing by the minute. even now she's not in the office...boo to idiot people...

but....i'm calm cos i'll be going back to melaka next saturday for 9 days. yes yes...i wont be seeing their faces for 9 whole days.

so last saturday, i went for slumber party in tigger's house. in short we went to kepong, renaissance hotel and royal park hotel in kl. both the hotels were for the airline interview. they said they'll call him if he gets the job. i hope he does cos i want him to be happy with the job that he wants.

this week, i'll be slumbering in tigger's house as well. we might go to the mid valley jobstreet career fair...

what i miss and dont miss and dont like...

i miss my mummy and daddy. i miss adrian. i miss melaka. i miss eating the melaka raya wan tan mee, the chicken rice ball, the banana leaf rice, the roti canai, the chai tau kue, the bkt beruang pasar malam mee goreng and the jiki's kue teow soup. i miss melaka's short distance routes. i miss going to mahkota parade and dataran pahlawan. i miss going out with friends. i miss the aikido ppl who have great sense of humour.

i dont miss the irritating friends who used me. i dont miss the bastards who gave me hell few years back. i dont miss the "friend" who pretended to be my friend just so she could pikat my boyfriend.

pendek kata...

i miss everything.

i wanna go back melaka. now.

i cant wait for another 2 weeks.

i dont like kl.

and pj.

i dont like the traffic jam.

i dont like the loneliness in my office.

i dont like being alone everywhere i go.

i dont like that there's no one to cook for me and wash clothes for me.

basically i dont like anything about this place.

huh...

a new resolution

sometimes i feel that because of the mixed religion that i'm attached with since i was born, i actually have to at least know something about both religion. i should actually. but because i'm born into a family which is not so strict in terms of religion and culture, i end up not knowing a single thing about either religion. i do know just a little bit more about my chinese side and i'm totally clueless about my indian side. in indian culture there are many types of prayers and festivals. i used to think that deepavali is the only festivals the hindus celebrate. but upon knowing tigger, i learn that there are many other special festivals and prayers. of course, i would at times follow him to temples for prayers. but what i dont like about going to temples is that people would stare weirdly at me and that would aggitate me. and then i'll start cursing and right after that i'll feel guilty cos i realise that i'm cursing in the temple. i would like to learn more about both sides of my cultures.

so now, my new new year's reso would be to learn the cultures of both chinese and indian.

ta.

pantek punya boss

my ever hardworking boss is out of the country and will only be back next monday. niceeee..... work here berlambak and she can go overseas pula. geramnye...

anyway, there's a new temporary staff here. she only be here for 2 months or so. she's doing the data entry stuff for my office accounts. she's actually waiting for her spm results which will only be out in march. so i guess she'll be here till march. i like her. she has a sweet smile. likes to ask a lot of questions about me. well, at least i have got a teman here. i'm now typing this entry in my boss' office while she's sitting in my place. she asked me whether she can use the internet so i said ok. haha.... i dont care... my boss asked me to look and monitor her but i just dont care. i let her answer personal calls and sms during work, i let her stare and relax during work...hehe..jahat kan aku?... but i dont care. as long as she does her work then ok la....relek le bruder....dont so tensed during work like me...hehe...not good for your health. but seriously i feel nice that there's someone here i can talk and chat with. at least i'm chatting with a human being instead of to myself or "some other thing" hehe....

after work today, will be teman-ing tigger to the photo studio to take shots of his full self. he is attending the interview for flight attendant for emirates this sunday. i will be temaning him to go for the interview too. hmmmmm...maybe i should dress up nicely and wear super-high heels and make up myself well and teman him,,,maybe when the interviewer ternampak me then like my appearance then hire me on the spot...muahahahahahaha (evil laughter)...perasan la me......

another 2 weeks till i go back to my lovely melaka. i'm taking 1 week leave which means i'll be off for 9 days, longer than my christmas leave....muaahahahahahaha (evil laughter, again). i cant wait to go back. this time adrian will also be back but he's only on leave on the eve, 1st and 2nd day :( but anyway, better 3 days than no days at all.... i just wonder how might our relatives react now since adrian and me now has careers of our own. will they be jealous or just keep quiet like they always so? i guess they'll be much more interested in adrian's career than mine. they'll ask him which countries he has gone to, how much is his pay, bla bla bla....as for me, i predict they'll just ask me what and where am i working and thats it. complete silence. there's nothing much to say about my career. funny when adrian wasn't in this industry, no one even bothered to ask about him. now they're so interested. always ask whether got any free or discounted tickets. hello saudara mara ku....we the family still not yet get you think you can get ah???? we also never ask him for free tickets as much as you do la.....

enough of bitching.

now have to get back to work.

ta.

2-0-0-9

had a great time celebrating the new year's eve with tigger. although half the time i was tipsy. luckily there were no incriminating evidence lying around :) anyway, on new year's eve, we went to watch yes man in cineleisure in the evening. after that we just walked around and there were many people and it was jam-packed. i felt like sardine walking around. the fireworks in the curve was great. after that we went back to tigger's place in sg buloh.

during the weekend, we went back to tigger's place again. on saturday, me, tigger, his mum and 2 bros went to a temple in brickfields. after that, we went to batu caves. it was my first time there so i felt a bit jakun-y. later that night, we went to klang to visit tigger's family temple. right after that, we went to tigger's grandmother's house. we were there for bout half an hour. before we left, his grandmother grabbed my hand and brought me to look around the house. i felt so loved eventhough i dont understand her language.

well, had to come back to work on monday which was hell. so many work to do but bitch came in at about 12 something. then went out again to go to the bank. hello mak cik, you dont know that i'm suffering here, cleaning up your former staff's ass, and you can go mengembara with your ass-husband. and speaking of him, please ask him to brush his teeth once in a while la.

i cant tahan his stinky breath.

and i hate it when you try to push everything to me so that you can be free and hang out with your husband. if i have no other work then it's ok la. my work here berlambak here and you wanna top up more work for me. cettt!!!!

all your clients actually wanna scold you but since you're always not in the office, they divert their anger towards me pula. iisssshhhhhh..... if it is not because of the economy, i would have quit this job already...

on a lighter note, tigger might attend the walk-in interview for emirates for the position of flight steward this sunday.

y is everyone in the airline service nowadays???

what about me???

i cant cos i'm too short... :(