new life soon...

i went for a job interview last thursday for the post of company secretarial assistant in pj and they hired me on the spot. i'll start work next monday and i'm quite excited. the reason why i'm only 'quite' excited is because i'm leaving my family here to go live and work in the big city. suren brought me to look for the office and after that we went for house hunting. finally, after looking aroung for a few hours, we decided that this apartment which is near to my new office is the most suitable and safe place for me. it has a security guard and most of the occupants are chinese university students. so on saturday, me, mum and adrian went to see the apartment and it was quite ok. i'm going to share a room with a chinese girl and she looks a little unfriendly. but my mission is to go there to work so i'll bear with it. i'm a little sad to leave my family here but i hope everything will be alright when i'm not here.

my new boss is ms rebecca ho and she's quite alright. currently she has only 1 staff but she's leaving end of the month. rebecca's actually looking for 2 staffs and she said she would be interviewing another person and i hope she hires another one. cos i don't wanna be alone there. she says that once i've gained the necessary experience, she might consider me as a junior partner. i'm glad to hear that. but my mission is to work there for about 3-4 years and then migrate to australia. my aussie dream is still very much alive. i hope this will be a good experience for me and everything will go on well.

this post is dedicated to my parents who were always there for me when i needed them and guide me through every step in my life. i promise to work hard for them to provide them with everything they need. also to suren who was kind enough to bring me all the way from kl to pj just to look for the office and houses. i love you all so much and i promise to give my all for this job.

my twisted and thorny durian life

angel is so confused now. i need someone to guide me and tell me what to do. i'm going crazy. i don't know what to do. if i do it, will it be wrong and disrecpectful? i hope he can tell me what to do tmrw. i know we are not close now but i really need his opinion. i need the light at the end of the tunnel!!!

i need a sign

angel is sick and tired of all the arguments and fights. please stop all these nonsense before i go crazy. think of me and boy. think of all the ups and downs you guys went through. is it all meaningless to you? you've been together for 26 years and you still behave like this. aren't you guys suppose to set a good example to me and boy? i'm going to do something drastic in the next few days and if it doesn't work then i don't know what else i can do. i hope i'm doing the right thing. i hope no one gets angry with me for the thing that i'm going to do after this. i just want everyone and everything to get back to the way it should be.