am i disturbing u? did i do anything wrong to u? i thought u were always cool with me....then why the fuck are u not answering my messages? why do u always ask me to contact u and when i do, u dont answer me or give any reply? am i such a lousy friend? i seriously dont know what the hell is wrong with u....i mean, i'm grateful for what u have done for me...but why r u suddenly giving me the shit when i have done nothing but being grateful to u? i always regard u as one of my most trusted friend in the world but i guess u just never liked me at all...i guess u prefer the other one than me..although it doesnt make any sense as to y is there any preference in the first place... well, thanks for being my friend anyway...call me when u r bored or when u want to kill time...as u know, u can use me as much as u want....because unlike u, i'm the type of person who appreciates friends as i only have a handful...
bye.
Friday, April 3, 2009
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
sometimes when u feel like everything is in order and blissful, something or rather someone will come to destroy it. when u r at the point where no one can help u, what do u do? give up or continue this damn fucking life?
i'm currently at a very low point in my life right now. i've made the necessary complains and all but it is still the same. what can i do? where can i go? i hope someone can come hold my hand and save me from this mess. i admit there are times when i feel like ending my life. since no one can help me, the only thing i can do is to go away from this earth.
i complained to tigger but there's nothing he can do. all he can offer is advice. i complained to mum but there's nothing she can do. in fact i think she's a little fed up with me. everytime i call her i feel like she just cant wait to put down the phone. am i such a disappointment to u? am i really embarassing to u? i complained to hairen but there's also nothing she can do. i complained to sara and andrea but nothing...
should i end my life just so everyone can live in peace? so that they dont need to hear my complains anymore? every second, all i can hear in my mind is die...die...die...
i'm sick and tired of all this... i need to end this... now.
i'm currently at a very low point in my life right now. i've made the necessary complains and all but it is still the same. what can i do? where can i go? i hope someone can come hold my hand and save me from this mess. i admit there are times when i feel like ending my life. since no one can help me, the only thing i can do is to go away from this earth.
i complained to tigger but there's nothing he can do. all he can offer is advice. i complained to mum but there's nothing she can do. in fact i think she's a little fed up with me. everytime i call her i feel like she just cant wait to put down the phone. am i such a disappointment to u? am i really embarassing to u? i complained to hairen but there's also nothing she can do. i complained to sara and andrea but nothing...
should i end my life just so everyone can live in peace? so that they dont need to hear my complains anymore? every second, all i can hear in my mind is die...die...die...
i'm sick and tired of all this... i need to end this... now.
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