went to ichiban ramen last week with tigger before watching madagascar 2. the movie was off the hook (as prem of fly would say it). it was hilarious.

my brother is giving me his laptop soon as he just bought a new apple macbook. i feel so happy. at last i would have something to do when i'm bored. planning to subscribe to broadband once it get the laptop.

yesterday, me and tigger had our dinner at little penang cafe in the curve. i had asam laksa while tigger had penang nasi lemak. my asam laksa was ok. i still prefer their laksa though. after that we went to watch igor. this is the second animated movie we watch in 2 weeks. it was ok. there are a few very funny parts. i'm going back to melaka next week. cant wait. might drive home. my cfm exam is next tuesday. i'm not nervous. i do study but if this time i cant get through then its the end of icsa for me. i cant afford to sit for the same paper over and over again. and its not even my fault that i fail. the examiners set sucky questions and expect the students to be a super-genius to answer.

my "wonderful" boss is on leave again. this time to port dickson for some church camp thingy for 3 days. they just went to langkawi a couple of weeks back and now outstation again. nowadays i just do my work. i dont bother bout her anymore. since she doesn't care about her company, then please dont expect me to care. this time i'm determined to go after august. thats my target.

boo to all lazy and inconsiderate bosses!!!

of pasar malaming and disgusting "prince charming"

i wonder what has happen to my brother. his fb and friendster accounts are all gone. seems very very weird. i hope he's ok. i'm just a worried sister.



went to the ss2 pasar malam yesterday and again had a great time as always despite having a difficulty in finding a parking. the fruits they sell over there are so fresh. they even give u test the fruits eventhough u go there every week to buy. the apples are crunchy...unlike the ones they sell at the section 17 pasar malam which tasted like cotton. i hate cotton-y apples. anyway, besides the fruits, the food there is great too. i've tried the popiahs at both the stalls and i prefer the crunchy one which i had yesterday. the chai-tau-keuy was good too although a little different compared to the melaka ones. here they put tau-geh which taste ok but i prefer the melaka ones as they're darker and spicier. the keropok lekor there is also good although i despise the guy selling it cos he always give preference to other customers eventhough i was there first. sheeshh.. but the one thing i hate about the ss2 pasar malam is the frog seller. he sells frog and it looks so disgusting. the first time i saw it, i was wondering what is the greenish-reddish-golden-ish wet-slimy thing this man was selling. and then, i saw the head of the frog and all my bulu stood up! so disgusting! and there were so amny people buying it. i can't imagine people cooking it and eating it. well, i once had frog meat when i was way way younger. me and my family were at a restaurant for a function but i forgot what function and my dad asked me to try this particular fried meat. he told me it was chicken meat so i innocently hantam it. after that, he asked me "nice or not?" and i said it tasted ok la. and then he revealed to me that it was frog meat. after that, i dare not try it anymore. i just have a fear towards frogs and snakes and lizards and all things amphibian. my house has a pond and everytime it rains the frogs will all berkumpul at the pond making this disgusting ong-ong sound and my mum will be the only who catches the frogs and throw them out. of course she uses a net la, not bare-handed. she always asks me to go catch it but i dare not. i hate the sight of them and to even look at them makes me puke. and i don't get the story of the frog and the princess. i mean how can the princess even have the guts to kiss the damn frog... i don't believe that she does not feel disgusted or geli. can be so brave some more..bohong punya princess la...and the frog can turn into a prince charming after being kissed by the princess? yikes!



anyway, enough coverage for something i don't like... i'm going out with tigger today and tomorrow. speaking of him, he says that in the whole malaysia's sakae sushi, he's the only indian staff. i think he should be given more pay la because of that and also because of how hard he works. he takes full shift and never takes leave. he's a harder worker than i am. he deserves more pay la.



i'm still thinking of my plans for next year. it's already mid-november now and almost year-end and i need to start planning for 2009. i need something that will inspire me. '



p/s: looks like my "dear" housemates are not moving out after all :( damn, i was hoping they would berambus. always mengotorkan the house. oh well, i'm planning to bring my small tv back the next time i go back melaka and probably buy a dvd player to kill my boredom staying there, especially after my exam on the 2nd of dec. wish me luck! :D

fly-nniversary

the weekend came and went by like wind...was studying on saturday while listening to fly fm and the fly-nniversary was at 1u. i was so so tempted to go as there will be performances and stuff. even asked tigger to scold me for wanting to go but instead he asked me to go. so i did. i saw the oh-so-cute hafiz, jules and steve. even saw mooky of one buck short while i was walking around before the party starts. it started at 8pm. it was supposed to start at 7 but i guess there were some problems with the sound system. the opening was the fly peeps in masks doing the stomp. it was so cool. i saw performances by faizal tahir, jacqueline victor, one buck short and estranged. after that, decided to go back as my legs were killing me. it was a great party but i wouldn't say the same for the crowd. it was jam-packed with teenagers. and they were shuffling and pushing around and even threw stuff out. my nose was hit by a stone. poor nose...all in all, i was happy to be able to see hafiz but sadly i went there alone so was not able to take any pics with him :( oh well, better luck next time.

sakae sushi

had a great time last night (even though it was full of shit during the day). it was tigger's off day yesterday so after my sucky work, we went to sunway pyramid to have dinner at sakae sushi. it was my first dining in a japanese restaurant. now one might wonder why we were there when tigger himself works in sakae sushi in 1u. actually i also dunno la. tigger said he wants to go there so we went la. and he collected the receipts so we wanted to redeem it to a vip card. we had rice with japanese curry, some tauhu thing, some maki, egg custard and some chicken cheese thing, the japanese curry was good. so was the tauhu and maki and egg custard. but the biggest disappointment was the chicken cheese thing. it looked good but it doesn't taste as good as it looks. the chicken was not tender and it tasted like it was not fresh chicken meat. but all in all, we had a great time there. we went back after lepaking for a while as the both of us have work today. now i'm back in this shit-hole.

i'm planning to drive back to melaka in december after my exam to repair the car window and possibly some servicing. then i'm planning to bring back the small tv i have at home so that i wont be bored to death in the apartment. planning to buy a dvd player also. after the exam, i will only have work. after that i'll have no studies to do and can't go out lepak everyday as tigger is working and can't spend a lot of money la. berjimat cermat i must :)

fucking week, fucking days, fucking hours, fucking minutes, fucking moments...

how many fucking times must i suffer la? i'm like a fucking girl waiting for you everyday so that work can get done but you're either busy going out with your fucking husband or busy uploading fucking pics from langkawi to your fucking blog. and your fucking former staff/bitch-in-heat never ever does her work properly and you still can fucking layan her whenever she calls. some more, all the fucking pending stuff from few years back are all stashed under the fucking table which looked like a fucking pig sty before i started clearing it. did you know that she talked smack about you before she left? fucking not faithful la. i hate to hear her fucking voice whenever she calls the office. she even talked smack about you in her blog but i guess you were too blind to notice it and you have her link in your blog. what the fuck la wey... i deserve more pay for doing her shit ok. i guess i was a bit excited when i heard that she fell off the fucking sink while trying to fix the lights. who ask her to be a stupid fucking shit who stands on a sink. bodoh gila babi. i guess it's a punishment for her la for not doing her job when she was here. some more can go church la and get certificate and all that la.. all bullshit la wey...when people are sincere to God and pray truthfully to them, they don't show off by posting the damn certificate in their blog ok. they don't keep asking God for help for even the smallest fucking thing ok. solve the damn problem yourself la. people who are sincere to God also won't whore themselves out to guys ok. i know you're single but don't go acting like a bitch in heat la. anyway, i'm not here to judge you personal life (eventhough i just did!). i fucking hate you and your fucking former boss. she's not my boss because she doesn't act like one. you and your boss' fucking mess is also affecting my personal life ok. because of the both of you, i have tension which also leads to tension with my fucking lonely life, my eating habits and my relationship. now i know what people from brickfields and sabah act like. i have another 9 more months to go la. i can't fucking wait. these 9 months people can beranak a baby or lead a good life or migrate to somewhere better where their boss treat them with respect and professional ok. but these 9 months, i'm stuck in this shit-hole. but don't worry, i'll dig myself out of this shit-hole and come out a better person. i'm not negative like the both of you ok. fucking shit!

the story of my love life (nothing geli or mushy la)

since there is no update in my boring life right now, let me tell the story of how tigger and i met. it was in 2003 when we first met. i remember we became friends during the time when we were rehearsing for the marching for merdeka day. i had so much fun talking and joking with him. then he told FV that things will not be "happening" if i'm not around. i got a little excited la. but were still friends that time la. then on the 1st of january 2004, we met up and he said that he doesn't want to be close to me anymore cos he said he he's not a good person and that hanging out with him would ruin my reputation (haha... i didn't even know i had a reputation in that college!). he said that from that time onwards we would just limit ourselves to hi and bye. so i accepted that "request" and went back home and bawled like a baby. i even discussed this with my bro and he said that if a guy does this sort of thing, it means he likes the girl. so, the next few days, whenever he's around i would hide myself either in the class or more often, in the toilet. i was so shy to even look at him in the eye. then i realised that if i really want to be his friend again, i should work towards it and fight for it. so i did. i request to meet up with him and told him that he's not the only one who had done a lot of bad things and i'm not as innocent as i look. it was the most horrifying moment at that time for me. in the end, he said ok and we became friends again. i realised after that that he was much nicer and closer to me after that. then in february, on his birthday, i treated him to rennaisance hotel's buffet lunch and gave him a pair of parker pen as his present. the next day, while we were outside the college talking to a friend, he held my hand for the first time. at that point, i froze. of course la, first time a guy hold my hand ok. and i was so shy i didn't even look at him. we just continued holding hands and talk to that friend. that was the beginning of us. after that, we were always together everywhere. people in the college knew about us but i know some of them dengki and don't like seeing us together.

we had our ups and downs also la. the ones i can remember is the 2 idiots. no point mentioning their name cos they are not worth mentioning. i will feel like as though i'm giving them credit. anyway, those 2 idiots were mentioned earlier in this blog when i wanted to release my anger. besides that we had a lot of small small problems la. then when he went to genting to work, i cried like a baby again la. it was hard not having him around. i remembered a time when he came to melaka to see me then when it was time for him to go back to genting, i cried at the bus station. even the bus driver asked me to follow into the bus. it was really funny la now come to think about it.

the biggest obstacle for us came last year. i can't really mention it here to protect tigger's rep but it was a really bad time for us in august 2007. that was the time i almost tried to commit suiside (which is really stupid, i know) but luckily i didn't. it was a stupid decision on tigger's part to be involved in such a dangerous and serious matter but it all turned out well. he repented and after that, he never really trust people easily. i was also involved with a problem of my own. i call it my rebellious period cos i was hanging out with this bunch of losers who likes to tani all the time. i guess i needed attention. one of them liked me but i came to senses and said i have to stop hanging out with them. so i did and things became much better for the both of us after that. both of us made a bad decision but we came out of it with lessons learned.

i guess we are like husband and wife now. except we don't stay together. we've gone thorugh a lot and i guess nothing can break us up as we've gone through the worst of times and we're still together. our relationship is defined by who we really are. not like the couples we see nowadays. we're comfortable with ourselves and we don't pretend to be someone we're not. i can burp and belch in front of him without feeling shy or embarassed. that's what made us stay together for almost 5 years now. i hope we can be together till the end of time as i can't find anyone else who understands me as much as he does.

there goes the story of my love. thank yous.

a special dedication to my boss

how many times must i wait patiently for you to come back to the office so that actual work can be done on time? i guess this is the main reason why we always get penalties from ROC and scoldings from clients la. can't you be a bit more professional and start to buck up? why do you have to treat me like this? these are the reasons that made me confirm that i'll quit in august 2009. the reason why it's august is because i wanna help you with the submission of annual return and accounts. see how kind and thoughful i am. but yet, you can't do the same for me. i know you've treated me for lunch many many times, given me food and stuff and even bought for me that "thin", over-sized t-shirt and chocolate from langkawi but i did not request all that from you ok. you wanna belanja me it's your pasal la... it has got nothing to do with why i should be grateful to you ok so please don't give me those excuses when i hand in my resignation letter next year ok. in fact, you should be the one to be grateful to me ok.. cos i've done everything on my part but it was you who are just not bothered about your own company. i know you just got married last year and are probably still in your honeymoon shit but you should place more importance towards your company ok. and about your stalker (or rather your husband's stalker), please la try to handle it with better emotion la. you're already 40-plus but still sometimes act like a child. just tell the stalker off la. why wanna let her ruin your holiday? i know it's none of my business but it's starting to affect me ok cos sometimes stalker will call the office and i have to handle her ok. i got other better things to do than entertain your stalker ok. sheeshhh...

heaven & hell

had a great time last week despite the fact that it was a full-of-shit week. last friday, tigger was free from afternoon onwards so we planned to meet up after my work. so we went to makan at tgi fridays and the food was good. and then we went back to his place in sg buloh as he wanted to pass some money to his mum. then after that we went to ice bar at the curve. it was freezing cold that we had to wear the jackets which were provided there. the drinks were in a tabung uji instead of a glass. i had bailey's (which to me is a sissy drink, but had to drink it cos tigger ordered that for me..) i guess he didn't want me to get too tipsy as i had to drive back home alone..he had some smirnoff stuff. i'm not pakar in drinks so i'm not sure exactly the name of the drink that he had. anyway, it was a good experience. wouldn't go there again though cos it was damn expensive for such a small tabung uji.

work is starting to piss me off. ms boss is a very (emphasise on the VERY) forgetful person. she sometimes forget to write the date or sign on the cheque that she's issuing. i mean, how can you be so silly as to forget such a simple thing. she always kena marah from her client cos of her forgetfull-ness. sometimes, i also kena marah from the client cos of her. besides that, she always come in late for work. sometimes, at 11 something or worst, 2pm. if she comes in late, i cant get a lot of things done as i need her signature or her advice. i know i can call her but i prefer to speak to her face-to-face so that i can get clear message and instructions from her. oh ya, one more thing, marital problems are displayed in front of me. hello, boss & husband, you all not shy ah fight and argue in front of me? you not shy but i shy leh... everytime they argue, i have to pretend to do my work and ignore them. that time more work will be delayed and in the end it'll be my fault for not doing the work on time. isshhh...damn geram la... be professional a bit la. leave your marital problems at home and just concentrate on your work (and memory!) in the office la..

i've already set my mind that i'll work till august next year. the reason is to get that 1 year experience and then i'll chow...since in most job vacancies need at least 1 year experience. i can't stay in this job for too long. it'l eventually de-motivate me and i'll go crazy...

went to watch "the coffin" yesterday with tigger at cineleisure last night. it was an ok horror movie. it was scary in the beginning but after that it was not scary at all. in fact it was more of a love story and the message of not to interrupt the cycle of life. the story is about these 2 person who went through a ritual in thailand of lying in a coffin and go through the funeral ceremony in order to get ride of bad karma. they got ride of it but some paranormal shit started to happen after the ritual. it was an ok movie la. the main actors are ananda everingham from "the shutter" and karen mok. "the shutter" was much scarier and better than this movie. but i had a great time watching any movie no matter how sucky they are as long as tigger's with me :)

my wish to my beloved brother:
-i wish you wont feel lonely or sad
-i wish you will feel happy and be safe all the time
-i wish you have a problem-free life
-i wish you are always happy with whoever you're with
-i wish you would quit smoking completely because i want you to live longer than me
-i wish everything good would happen to you
-i wish you would be closer to me and mummy and daddy and tell us everything you're going through so that we can understand you better and share whatever you're going through
-last but not least, i wish you always have a smile wherever you go and whatever you do...