dead

i'm at a very low point in my life right now.... nothing seems right for me... everything from work to my god-damn apartment. work especially is really pissing me off. now the beloved hubby is in hospital and she has not been in office for about 2 days. and i got scolding by many people most notably that bloody datuk.

my fucking apartment is another headache. one of them will go in the toilet from 7.30am-8am. what the hell!!! becasue of that i've to wake up extra early but sometimes i overslept so i'll have to wait for that bitch to come out and it pisses me off to see any one of them.

why cant i have a peaceful life?

is it only peaceful for me when i'm dead?