yay...

i cooked noodle soup last night. my mummy's version. and it tasted almost like hers but i'm excited cos I cooked my dinner by MYSELF, instead of just heating food that mummy gave me...i'm so proud of myself...he he he...

on a very happy note, aunty pat called me last night and told me that she had already ask my mummy out on her birthday. but mummy said she'll confirm with her today. i wonder, why does she need to think about it? is it because she might have other plans? i just hope she'll say yes. *fingers crossed* anyway, aunty pat has been very supportive and VERY helpful regarding this surprise party. i will buy her a baskin robbins ice cream since she once said that she wants me to buy her one...she truly is my mum's best friend. she's been my mum's friend for over 30 years and that kind of friendship is very difficult to find these days. after speaking to her on the phone, i was so excited i couldn't sleep. but it was made even worst when mrs bean still hasn't close the balcony door at 11 something and i had mosquito bits all over my body *sial* nowadays, i don't even bother whether she's in the room or not. i just do my own stuff and pretend that she's not there.

eh, lari topic pula...my next target is to call aunty lynn and aunty melissa. hope they can make it...

because of my obsession with the notebook *the book and the movie*, i've grown to love the soundtrack of the movie. i need to get hold of the dvd as i've only seen snipets of the movie on youtube. when i hear the soundtrack, it reminds me of tigger and my family. i miss all of them so much. i've been alone for 2 months now (except for the few times where i meet tigger) and i just miss melaka so much. right now, i feel like i'm still not achieving anything to make me happy. i know this job is only temporary. i've decided that i'll work here for a year and then try again to see whether this time i can go to australia. i want to have something to do with books. i know my destiny is with books, not chartered secretary or law although studying those 2 courses did help me to re-discover my love for books. i've love reading ever since i was a child and i couldn't stop even when i'm grown up. so i know thats my destiny. the only thing is i don't know how to get into this industry...